Saturday, September 19, 2009

Little Junk Mails (4)


Dear Hubby,
I really hate you. Hahaha.

Dear Jeza,
Nicole and I are always here for you. Just chill and bear in your mind that what is happening to you right now is God's purpose. :)

Dear Nicole,
I just hope that you will take those advices of mine seriously. Do it sis before it's too late. Owkei?

Dear Schoolmate-slash-bitch,
Congratulations for having that award but I just can't believe that you are like that. GrRr! You look innocent but deep inside, you're a nasty fucking bitch. :(

Dear Self,
I know you can do it. Just learn to love your school and your schoolmates and classmates as well. I know you'll succeed. Show them that you have what it takes to finish this course.

Dear facebook,
Hope that your system will not suck up anymore so that I'll be able to take some quizzes and apps. :)

Dear Upcoming Intramurals,
I just hope that we will be able to win in the cheer dance competition. :)

That's all for now guys, Toodles. :)

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Little Junk Mails (3)


Dearest Hubby,
Hope you will understand me more than how you understand me before.

Dear Ghosts in the dorm room,
Thank you for not disturbing my peace.

Dear Ate meloi,
Happy birthday. I wish you more and more birthdays and blessings to come. Good luck sa Board Exam. Hehehe.

Dear Ate Peaches,
You are so amazing. You made me understand Math from little to big things. Weee! I'm so happy.

Dear sister,
Hope that when you arrive here in the dorm, you won't mess up.

Dear co-cheer dancer,
I have a crush on you. Hahaha. But I learned that you are a dumb ass. I'm so interested with you until I found out that you a freaking ass hole. Hahaha. :)

Dear hubby,
just want to say sorry. :( I know I am hurting you terribly right now.

Dear self,
I want to sleep but Io can't. I am so busy. Huhuhu.

Dear readers,
Got to go. Toodles. :)

Monday, September 14, 2009

Little Junk Mails (2).


Dearest sister,
You are so mean. You know that I hate washing clothes but you still made me wash your clothes. :( Hahaha. Hope you are doing fine out there. Miss you.


Dearest Nicole and Jeza (135),
I've missed you so much. Thank you for being so supportive and thank you for accepting me for what I am. Thank you for being so understanding and thank you for making me feel special, loved and important. Labyuh guys. You rock!


Dearest Hubby,
I am hating you terribly. I don't know why. Hahaha. But I still love you. Hehehe. :)


Dear Cheer Dancers and Choreographers,
Thanks for being so strict. Hahaha. Because of that, I lose weight and was able to attain some curves in my body. Weee! Sooo happy. :)


Dear Mathematics,
Who exaggerated you?? Having areas of pyramid, circle, radicals, linear equations and etc. I don't even know how will we use you in PROGRAMMING. GrRr! The nerve! :(


Dear Blackberry,
You're making me so annoyed. GrRr! I don't know why you're not functioning. I can't even send pictures via bluetooth, receive pictures and musics via bluetooth or even edit my settings just because that stupid scroll ball isn't functioning. What's worse is, no one could repair this fucking cellphone. Except bringing that to LA again.


Dear self,
Tomorrow will be your first tutorial day. Go! Go! Go!


Dear Ate Peaches,
Hope your patience won't give up. Hahaha. Like what I have said, I am stupid and dumb when it comes to mathematics, so my apology. :(


Dear ghosts,
Thanks for not disturbing me last night. Hope you will do the same tonight. :)


Dear God,
Please guide me. I need help. Ged! I need to strengthen my faith in you. I trust you. :)


Dear PSYCHO,
Sorry for not attending the class today. You are so boring and you suck. That's why. I'm not interested in people who have their psychological problems, it's not my business anymore.


Dear Red nail polish,
I look like a nasty bitch on the loose but I like it. Whether people will like it or not. Hahaha. :)


Dear self,
You have to sleep now and gain some strength because tomorrow is another cheer dance practice. Nyahaha. :)


Dear Hubby,
I miss you but still I am hating you for no reason. Hahaha. :)


Dear Karol (a teddy bear my hubby gave it to me.),
Thank you for making me comfortable at night. I admit, I can't sleep without you. Hehehe. :)


Dear Readers,
Your pretty princess will now board to the dreamland. Toodles.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Little Junk Mails (1).


Dear sister,
Now I know what it feels like to be alone in our dormitory. The good thing of not having you around is that, 1.) our room is not messy. 2.) no one will command me to do this and that and the list goes on. But NOT having you around is also a bad thing. I'm alone and I have no one to talked to. :(



Dearest Hubby,
I want to you beside me every single day. I am missing you terribly. :)



Dear blog,
Sorry for not posting blogs for I guess a month already? Promise, I'll make it up to you.



Dear facebook,
You are very entertaining.



Dear Sorority,
I'm addicted to you. I'm now in level 40. But I don't have enough sisters yet. :(



Dear FarmTown,
I don't know how to play it. But I enjoy it.



Dear Papa,
Hope you will forgive me for being such a stubborn child to you. Promise, I'll try my best to attain higher grades for you to appreciate me.



Dear Mama,
Hope you will trust me even if you'll sooner learn my secret.



Dear fluorescent,
Thank you for making me so scared after being in an on and off mode.



Dear ghost or should I say ghosts,
Hope you won't make fun of me tonight. Please, please, please. Don't scare me or else I'll cry to death.



Dear Hubby,
I just hope and pray that the transferring of school and shifting of course promises will not be broken. I've been expecting that.


Dear self,
Don't be afraid. God is with you always. Owkei? Just don't mind those supernaturals around you. :)


Dear Guard (in our dormitory),
Thanks for exerting an effort to change the fluorescent even if it's so difficult for you.


Dear Gay Chums,
Don't you ever raise your eyebrows on me ever again. Or else I'll sew you for tha. Just kidding. I'm just making some drama.


Dear blogs and followers,
Got to go. I have to eat my dinner. After being pressured with the ghost thingy here. Hoh! I need to sober up. Ged! Help me guys. Help me. Toodles.

Monday, August 31, 2009

A Daughter's Complaints.

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Dear Papa,

You hurt me badly. The things you said to me made me so upset. You didn't listen to me and if you did, you haven't accepted my reasons.

You said I'm stubborn. I am mean. I am lazy and etc. But you haven't thought that I just inherited all those traits from you.


GrRr! Don't worry, from now on, I will strive even more for you to recognize me as your daughter. To see me as me and to appreciate all my deeds.


I will prove to you that I will have a bright future in my own little ways even if you don't believe in my capacity. Well who does? NO ONE. NO ONE BELIEVES IN MY CAPACITY.


Thank you. Thank you for the mean words. Thank you for discouraging me. Thank you for being unappreciative to all I have done for this family. Thank you for not seeing me as your daughter, rather, a mean, stubborn and lazy brat.


Just because I didn't followed your advice to take up nursing, you're making my life a hell. Well, from this day forward, I am not your daughter and you are not my father anymore.


P.S. I will pursue my studies and wishes to be a successful HACKER someday. Whether he will support me or not. Toodles.

Friday, August 28, 2009

Confusion.


I don't know why am I feeling like this. When I graduated in high school last March 30,2009, my decision of taking up BSIT in college was fixed and irrevocable. Even my father wasn't able to change my mind knowing that he wanted me to take up Nursing. My mother supported me all the way. I was happy that I'll be having the course I wanted unlike what happened to my sister who was forced to take up Nursing (but she's doing great).



But now, I am having a confusion to the course I have taken. It's as if I was punished for not following the decision of my father.



I am terribly hating my school, subjects, some instructors, as well as my schoolmates (but I love my classmates!).



It seems that the scenario goes like this, yesterday I loved IT. And now that I'm an IT Student, I had so much regrets and wanted to be a Nursing student. But I guess for the next days I'll be pleased to be a Missionary, spreading the words of God.



I realized lots of things and figured out lots of reasons why am I like this. One, I'm not yet ready for college life (i.e. being bombarded with lots of school stuffs, dealing complex and exaggerated arithmetic and having a social climber friends which is so hard to deal with. It's just that I don't have a choice.)

Second, I have my own crisis like being ignored by my own parents. I feel like I'm not important to them. My works and deeds aren't appreciated.

Third, nah. Too personal.

But I can't deny that I also have some mistakes. I became too lazy for studying and was influenced by my friends which made me a braggart. I'm not like this before. I know I've changed a lot.


Hope you could help me decide. Toodles.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

It's My First Time.

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I grew up being so conscious with my sun-kissed skin, swine-like figure, and my looks.








That's why I was immune of wearing pants and skirts below the knee during my adolescence stage until now.


But after reading the blog of Miss Melody Ross Tinoy saying that there's nothing wrong of having a "Morena complexion" and because of my friends and loved ones' advices and encouraging words, I was urge to do it even though I have some hesitations.


Yes. Last Sunday, August 23,2009, I bought a dress, washed it and wore it for a special dinner with my sister.









When I saw my reflection in the mirror, I was amazed by what I saw. I was shocked and uber happy.


You may find it very exaggerated, but as a lass from a respected and conservative family, I wasn't able to have this kind of moment.


I was so darn happy. Amazing isn't it??


Now, I already have two dresses. Looking forward for more dresses to be mine. Toodles.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Pizza Galore!


Last night, my sister, sister's beau and I decided to have a pizza food trip.

We went to Yellow Cab located at SM Davao City. When we arrive at the said place, we ordered an 18'' New York's Finest Pizza.

We were amazed when we saw how big the pizza was.









See how big it was?


But before it was served, I took the chance to take pictures of mine.











And when the pizza was served, it's time to dig in to that Giant pizza.











It was so luscious. Beyond luscious. New York's Finest was my favorite pizza in Yellow Cab.

I wish I could be able to eat their pizza again apart from what happened to me.

After being able to enjoy the pizza and its scrumptious taste, I suffered from migraine and was able to remember that I wasn't allowed to eat pizza. *Crying*

But none of that matters, I was so happy and felt contented with what happened last night. Weee! Hello? I've been longing for pizza for almost 5 months already. And because of this f*cking migraine, I'm not able to eat pizza for a long time.

It felt good to break the rules sometimes. *lol

Anyways, I want to invite you to come and see for yourself how delicious the Yellow Cab's Pizza is. Until next time, toodles.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

My Addiction.




Since I started in high school, I had a hard time eating my breakfast. And now that I'm a college student, it gets even worse. I don't eat my breakfast and sometimes even my lunch because of some school stuffs that keeps me busy. But sometimes, its just because of my laziness. I'm tired of dressing and retouching just to eat my lunch.

My latest addiction now is the Lucky Me Supreme. It is easy to cook and very luscious. I don't have to waste my time dressing up, retouching or go to the nearest fast-food chains. Thanks to Lucky Supreme.

Hey, don't even think I'm plugging this product. I'm just so addicted with it.

Lucky for me 'cause I have Lucky Me Supreme. *Lol. Toodles.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Disappointment.


Yesterday, my sister and I had our monthly treatment or hot oil done in our favorite salon. Suddenly, we came up to an idea of cutting our bangs into 'full-bangs.'

When I was already on the salon seat and was ready to have that 'full-bangs', the hairdresser said that it doesn't suit me because my hair wasn't that straight unlike with my sister. So, I wasn't able to have that hair cut.

Quite disappointing in my part, 'cause I've been longing for that since I was in high school but I haven't enough guts to do that. And when the time came that I was so ready and brave enough to face the consequence of having my bangs into 'full-bangs', it just won't work with me.

But the bright side is, the hairdresser was honest enough to tell me that it won't look better on me. Thanks to him.

And for my sister, congratulations for that 'full-bangs' cut.

Moral Lesson? Nah, I just learned that not all gays are into money. ^_^ Toodles.

Friday, July 24, 2009

Korean Mixed Ice cream turned into a Korean Popsicle.


Yesterday, my sister, my sister's beau and I decided to give a try with the Korean Ice cream in Arirang. We were so excited because it was our first time. We even prepared lots of money knowing that Korean Mixed Ice creams are expensive. I saw that in Boys Over Flowers and it's very impressive. Like this one..





But our anticipations turned into a disappointment. Korean Mixed Ice cream turned into a Korean Popsicle.














After being disappointed with the Korean Mixed Ice Cream turned Popsicle, we decided to go home. While, on the road, we felt hungry and decided to have a snack in Greenwich.













Even if the Korean Popsicle made us very disappointed and the pizza wasn't that good, I find it very enjoying together with my sister and sister's beau. How I wish my beau was there too.

P.S. I hope I'll be able to eat a real Korean Mixed Ice cream. Toodles.